My trip home was horrible.
So much for all the hype and the drama that I have led myself into within this past week. It was freaking boring. My parents were cool, though. We did get to talk a little. The party for my dad was filled with his friends. No children-of-the-friends whatsoever. I ended up playing with the computer at home. The only nice thing about home is the internet connection. I was expecting that DSL connection in a small town is like dial-up in a big city. But it was pretty fast. I downloaded mp3s and I was able to update some programs. I even downloaded Limewire and iTunes for my iPod.
So instead of waiting for another twenty-four hours, I came back yesterday. I cannot bear it staying in that boring town with no one to talk to but my sister and my parents. I love them, but I am really the type to talk family stuff. I am a city person and small towns freak me out. I get sort of claustrophobic.
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I just did something horrible and unspeakable.
I slept with his bestfriend. I know that makes me a two-timer and a whore. But it wasn’t like we planned it. It was ‘spontaneous’. He was not here and I needed someone to help me finish the bottle of Absolut Citron I brought from home. Anyway, his bestfriend was okay. He was game. And I know I’m gonna have a guilt-trip when I see him next week. My dilemma now is: to tell him or not to tell him. Nah. What he knows won’t hurt him.
8 comments:
you whore!!!
just kidding.
i am just like you, small towns freak me out as well. i would consider myself an urbanite (without money) hahaha...
btw i linked u na. ur first on my list. wahehehe...
hahaha!!! i dunno but why are we urbanites? i mean, every other gay/bisexual/transgendered/lesbian/confused/closeted person i know is an urbanite. is it a preference we all want? or is it just that we feel secure in urban areas compared to rural places...
its because we become our real selves in the urban... less the judgemental looks u get from people from the rural..
yeah, rural people tend to be uptight and close-minded.
no offense to people from the provinces, though. i am from the province, even. but i live in the city.
i am from the province as well and i agree most people there are very close-minded. argh!
i hate it...
don't tell!!
ako din i have a prob with provinces kasi first and foremost, napakalakas talaga ng boses ko. :) so freak out mga taga-probinsya.
gusto ko din tumira someday in the provinces..pero city pa rin. i'd die in a rural place.
i won't tell him. as i've said, what he doesn't know wont hurt him.
try mo punta dito sa Cebu. it's urban with a bit of provincial air in it. hehehe
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